Showing posts with label trouble. Show all posts
Showing posts with label trouble. Show all posts
A Piece From My Past
This is a bookmark which I made it myself when I made a sale of handmade bookmark for my school club, Humanitarian Club.
Let me explain the meanings of them.
The meaning of the picture of Phoenix is that it lives forever and even if it gotten old and dies of old age, It will burn in fire and reborn from the ashes.
I wanted to apply it to my will power , so I will not lose my will to succeed.
The front view has the writings sounds 'Remember Your Dream' and 'Live Your Life'.
It is to remind me that I wanted to become a world traveler and visit whole over the world.
My first dream destination was United Kingdoms and to study there because during my semester breaks from there I could visit the whole Europe by just traveling in a train.
It didn't come true but it will be made possible by me in future.
Now I am in India. The largest subcontinent which holds the roots of my origin.
I must be thankful to God to sending me here to study and finally have the sense of ownership in this land but I always a citizen of Malaysia.
Back to my 12 year old me.
I love to write fantasy stories related to Gods and Goddess , swords and magics , the evil(Demons) and good.
They all my own made up stories how land and seas formed and moon and earth formed.
I think the notebook maybe somewhere in the old shelves in my house or maybe thrown away by my mother.
That was me at 12 and 18.
The fantasies like to come and play with me in my dreams now with me being the only hope of humanity and need to gather all the forces of good to fight against the demons.
The most recent dream was the college campus I am studying was attacked by demons and turned all the staffs into their slaves.
My dean was at first tried to help but fallen into the demon's influence.
The demons was having a considerable number of demon lords and the human turned slaves.
I spy on them and then met and speak with my dean's daughters(according to the dream, not sure whether dean is having daughters or not)
Suddenly, a black demon ghost was following us and we were trying to run away from it.
The ghost can not be harmed by weapons and I seen it consumes the people who fought it.
I sent the girls into hiding and hold my footwear(kind a true,that is what I remember).
While I chanting some spiritual words, I ran towards the ghost and the ghost to ran towards me.
Then, I woke up.
I do not know whether I got killed or managed to slay the ghost.
So, what did happened to me?
Long Distance Relationship
The definition of long distance relationship in my terms is couple living apart from each other in a considerably a far distance or maybe different states or even countries for a long time.
All the couples will feel to reluctant to leave away their boyfriend or girlfriend behind but they will end up with no choice.
This might because of study or work purpose.
Then may come all kinds of hope of continuing the relationship without any physical contacts.
My term of physical contact is see, hear, and touch.
Since the technology has well advanced, there is phones, and via internet video calling applications and also messenger applications too.
The hopes are definitely made possible by these applications and facilities.
My question is
All the couples will feel to reluctant to leave away their boyfriend or girlfriend behind but they will end up with no choice.
This might because of study or work purpose.
Then may come all kinds of hope of continuing the relationship without any physical contacts.
My term of physical contact is see, hear, and touch.
Since the technology has well advanced, there is phones, and via internet video calling applications and also messenger applications too.
The hopes are definitely made possible by these applications and facilities.
My question is
CAN YOU LIVE UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS OF FULFILLING YOUR HOPES?
The harsh truth is long distance relationships need more than just those phone or applications to be think of.
The question should start from inside you.
Are you determined with this guy or girl?
Are you fine without being in a physical contact?
Are you weak enough to fall for another person?
Although you might be strong in your belief but there is always some other factors that may make you fall.
Life is always unpredictable.
You never know with who you actually destined with and maybe the person who is long distance relationship with you maybe not meant you.
How sure are you wheter the other person is also doing the same for you? that is waiting for you?
You may talk about being in a strong and stable relationship but there is always a but.
So, always be loose and free with your life if you are unsure about things that are long termed.
You never know what can happen tomorrow.
I am actually not scaring you or what, just giving you piece of mind on reevaluating your opinion or view long distance relationship.
I would like to salute the people who managed long distance relationship and get married eventually.
Lie To Me
How you will know that a person is lying to you?
It is simple and I can 99% assure that you can know whether the person is lying or not.
When you doubt the person's speech ,look into the person's eyes and listen the person.
If he lie , you definitely can see the slight smile, twitch in the pupil and the angle of the eyes.
Trust me
They might be look not so obvious and sure do there.
If I want to con someone,
I will take a deep breath and relax my reflexes.
I might even avoid eye contact.
Then I will lie.
But I can hold on to a lie but it will completely deceive the person and I don't want to hurt the Mother of Truth .
True Story
It is simple and I can 99% assure that you can know whether the person is lying or not.
When you doubt the person's speech ,look into the person's eyes and listen the person.
If he lie , you definitely can see the slight smile, twitch in the pupil and the angle of the eyes.
Trust me
They might be look not so obvious and sure do there.
If I want to con someone,
I will take a deep breath and relax my reflexes.
I might even avoid eye contact.
Then I will lie.
But I can hold on to a lie but it will completely deceive the person and I don't want to hurt the Mother of Truth .
True Story
WHy I DisliKE CluBs
Since Hate is very strong word to use, I prefer to use dislike.
Why did I dislike, and my first time went a club was 4 months ago.
Well that's it, I am not going to any clubs with that kind of environment but if any functions happening there, I had no choice except going for example, the first time I went because it was my friend's birthday.
Why I dislike...
Well, if you don't, you seriously do not respect man and woman equality. If a man go to a club and his woman also has no restraining to go there.
Most important message to the clubbing girls, please take consider of your safety when you are clubbing because clubs are the places where organ stealer and sex predator lurk around.
Why did I dislike, and my first time went a club was 4 months ago.
Well that's it, I am not going to any clubs with that kind of environment but if any functions happening there, I had no choice except going for example, the first time I went because it was my friend's birthday.
Why I dislike...
- Because I don't really find any sort of entertainment there..
- It is completely a dark place with some flashy spotlights that come and off .
- The ratio of guys to girls is 4:1
- I had develop lip reading to communicate?( I doubt it with the condition of the lighting system)
- The smell of cigarettes is always there and since I am not a smoker, I feel suffocated and I definitely do not want to be a passive smoker.
- The musics are fine and the sound volume can make I almost deaf when I am going out.
- The next day, I felt like a garbage.
Well, if you don't, you seriously do not respect man and woman equality. If a man go to a club and his woman also has no restraining to go there.
Most important message to the clubbing girls, please take consider of your safety when you are clubbing because clubs are the places where organ stealer and sex predator lurk around.
The Butterfly Effect
Hello everyone...I would like to talk about this theory which happen to me and i managed to prove this by doing some observation on others as well.
Butterfly Effect
Why you suddenly start to like or find your opposite sex friend is looking prettier and beautiful but the first time you saw her; she does not look pretty and you can find any defects in her. Why is this so?
I will explain this with stages of growth of caterpillar into a butterfly..
Stage 1
The Caterpillar
Butterfly Effect
Why you suddenly start to like or find your opposite sex friend is looking prettier and beautiful but the first time you saw her; she does not look pretty and you can find any defects in her. Why is this so?
I will explain this with stages of growth of caterpillar into a butterfly..
Stage 1
The Caterpillar
First you notice the person as an ugly caterpillar and confirm yourself with the idea that you definitely would not like her or have any friendly relationship with that person.This stage will continue till the caterpillar start to eat.
Stage 2
The Hunger
Soon as you know in the life process of a caterpillar, it will get really hungry and start to eat a lot and lot till it becomes large.
In this stage the moment you get know the person and begin to talk and made friends with that person and well this the Hunger stage.You do not know what is getting bigger and you will be feeding it without knowing it.
Stage 3
The Sickness
As you know anyone who eats a lot will get stomachache eventually and so does the caterpillar will get sick.
Well at this stage, you will get the thought of security and familiarity with that person maybe because the person approaches you with the sense of caring and happy note. The worse moment, sharing the problem with you.Beware of that moment but most probably you would not realise it because you may get excited to hear the complaints of others and the happenings around you. There are possibility the person may confront you with a love note.
Stage 4
The Cocoon
The sick caterpillar will become a cocoon.
This period is where you may have the thought that the person may become really attractive in front of your eyes and also inside your heart too. Some dramas may happen and they really will affect you for a second thought.Thats the butterfly effect and it has get into your thoughts.If you determined enough, you may escape from the getting into the last stage.
The final and the last stage,
Stage 5
The Butterfly
The caterpillar will become a beautiful butterfly.
This stage, well I am sorry to say you may not remember the 1st stage.You will fall in love with that person and it will end up both of you together.Congratulations.
As this theory is proven to be happening all around the world and it may happen to you too.
This has the possibility of breaking the love in the first sight law.
Beware of the butterfly effect.....
True Story.
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