A piece from my 18 year old ,me and the questions of my best friend brought me back to 12 year old me.
This is a bookmark which I made it myself when I made a sale of handmade bookmark for my school club, Humanitarian Club.
Let me explain the meanings of them.
The meaning of the picture of Phoenix is that it lives forever and even if it gotten old and dies of old age, It will burn in fire and reborn from the ashes.
I wanted to apply it to my will power , so I will not lose my will to succeed.
The front view has the writings sounds 'Remember Your Dream' and 'Live Your Life'.
It is to remind me that I wanted to become a world traveler and visit whole over the world.
My first dream destination was United Kingdoms and to study there because during my semester breaks from there I could visit the whole Europe by just traveling in a train.
It didn't come true but it will be made possible by me in future.
Now I am in India. The largest subcontinent which holds the roots of my origin.
I must be thankful to God to sending me here to study and finally have the sense of ownership in this land but I always a citizen of Malaysia.
Back to my 12 year old me.
I love to write fantasy stories related to Gods and Goddess , swords and magics , the evil(Demons) and good.
They all my own made up stories how land and seas formed and moon and earth formed.
I think the notebook maybe somewhere in the old shelves in my house or maybe thrown away by my mother.
That was me at 12 and 18.
The fantasies like to come and play with me in my dreams now with me being the only hope of humanity and need to gather all the forces of good to fight against the demons.
The most recent dream was the college campus I am studying was attacked by demons and turned all the staffs into their slaves.
My dean was at first tried to help but fallen into the demon's influence.
The demons was having a considerable number of demon lords and the human turned slaves.
I spy on them and then met and speak with my dean's daughters(according to the dream, not sure whether dean is having daughters or not)
Suddenly, a black demon ghost was following us and we were trying to run away from it.
The ghost can not be harmed by weapons and I seen it consumes the people who fought it.
I sent the girls into hiding and hold my footwear(kind a true,that is what I remember).
While I chanting some spiritual words, I ran towards the ghost and the ghost to ran towards me.
Then, I woke up.
I do not know whether I got killed or managed to slay the ghost.
So, what did happened to me?
This is a bookmark which I made it myself when I made a sale of handmade bookmark for my school club, Humanitarian Club.
Let me explain the meanings of them.
The meaning of the picture of Phoenix is that it lives forever and even if it gotten old and dies of old age, It will burn in fire and reborn from the ashes.
I wanted to apply it to my will power , so I will not lose my will to succeed.
The front view has the writings sounds 'Remember Your Dream' and 'Live Your Life'.
It is to remind me that I wanted to become a world traveler and visit whole over the world.
My first dream destination was United Kingdoms and to study there because during my semester breaks from there I could visit the whole Europe by just traveling in a train.
It didn't come true but it will be made possible by me in future.
Now I am in India. The largest subcontinent which holds the roots of my origin.
I must be thankful to God to sending me here to study and finally have the sense of ownership in this land but I always a citizen of Malaysia.
Back to my 12 year old me.
I love to write fantasy stories related to Gods and Goddess , swords and magics , the evil(Demons) and good.
They all my own made up stories how land and seas formed and moon and earth formed.
I think the notebook maybe somewhere in the old shelves in my house or maybe thrown away by my mother.
That was me at 12 and 18.
The fantasies like to come and play with me in my dreams now with me being the only hope of humanity and need to gather all the forces of good to fight against the demons.
The most recent dream was the college campus I am studying was attacked by demons and turned all the staffs into their slaves.
My dean was at first tried to help but fallen into the demon's influence.
The demons was having a considerable number of demon lords and the human turned slaves.
I spy on them and then met and speak with my dean's daughters(according to the dream, not sure whether dean is having daughters or not)
Suddenly, a black demon ghost was following us and we were trying to run away from it.
The ghost can not be harmed by weapons and I seen it consumes the people who fought it.
I sent the girls into hiding and hold my footwear(kind a true,that is what I remember).
While I chanting some spiritual words, I ran towards the ghost and the ghost to ran towards me.
Then, I woke up.
I do not know whether I got killed or managed to slay the ghost.
So, what did happened to me?
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